I just like my growth.
I like that I’ve been giving a lot of time, thought, and action to just doing what’s best for me. For a long time, I was just living life the way I thought I “should”.
Trying to be with someone when I’m my best when I’m just with me.
Trying to hold on to a jobs that aren’t for me.
Trying to hold on to friendships that weren’t healthy…
Just living in a way that was very much against that really aligned with me…
That’s all I want.
Is to be happy and fulfilled. That is my main priority in life.
I just want to know what long periods of contentment feel like and hang on to that.
I believe in crafting a life that matches me instead of trying to get myself to be somebody I’m not and live somebody else’s life.
I also like that this isn’t coming from growing up; who I am today didn’t come just from aging. I decided to consciously flip things around, do things differently… Say “fuck it” and take risks.
I’m not comfortable with living my life wondering what could have been had I done what I really wanted to do…
I love how my priorities shifted.